me
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caryn
23 Aug
Malaysian
Melbourne Uni
my family, my friends, sheepo, blue, purple, swarovski crystal, forever friends bear, bubble cup, fruit juice, cakes, icecream, movies,
ktv, daydream, read novels + manga, shopping, chit-chat, music, sleep, netball, Korean/Jap drama
Sunday, October 22, 2006
caryn out
@ |10:54 PM|
caryn out
@ |10:45 PM|
yesterday went to Flare dance production to support Di. it was pretty good and interesting and Di danced really well (u really did). by the time it ended, it was already 9.30pm and i was extremely tired by then. so i just go home and sleep la.
then this morning i have to wake up early for clinical practise. very tired and i really feel like skipping it coz i thought it's not assessed (now still unsure whether it's still assessed though..) anyway my mind was dead so i dunno what exactly i was doing... i wasn't in a good state of mind so didn't do well and i can't be bothered much anyway. the thing i want most at tt time was a good sleep.
then after i was done, i went to look for lauren. while i ushered her to my lane, i bumbed into two objects consecutively. my goodness!! that was extremely embarrassing. i guess i was seriously too tired.. geez.. then the patient scenario class was damn funny!! we were like laughing throughout the class. after that, i have to wait two hours to wait for my turn to see demonstration patients. but i realised i wasted my time waiting when i realised none of the demo patients turn up in the afternoon. dunno whether it's lucky or bad luck. i was brain-dead and i may screw up so maybe it's gd they didn't turn up. i'm trying to think positively -_-
anyway i am going to sleep sleep sleep tonight..
caryn out
@ |10:47 PM|
caryn out
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caryn out
@ |5:19 PM|
i talked to my parents on the phone yesterday. i feel bad whenever i haven't called home for a certain period of time. life can be so hectic at times that i will forget to call home. but luckily my parents are not particular about that.. they are always happy to hear my voice and won't demand an explanation. i'm absolutely grateful for that. coz recently i am getting really stressed and i certainly dun want to hear my parents yelling at me through the phone when i make an effort to call home. so i'm really grateful to have such parents who have so much faith in me. *sob* so i have to jiayou to avoid disappointing them. i really feel like going home soon!! have to make sure that i pass my exams so i dun have to come back to Melb earlier to take supplementary. no way!! caryn, you can do it!!
caryn out
@ |5:49 PM|
and rong, i can't see ur tagboard too. do u have the same problem?
caryn out
@ |11:13 PM|
then i had my 2nd yr patient. kwang was one of the supervisors but he wasn't the one assessing me so i dun have to use trial frame. but corrine also asked the others to use trial frame. anyway, kwang was allocating 2nd years' into our lanes and he actually remembered my previous patient(the one i had when he was my supervisor) coz he asked me 'u have assessed him before right?' and then he allocated another guy into my lane. that means that incident has created such a deep impression in his mind -_-!! anyway, i think both of us were still pretty awkward coz we didn't talk like we did in the past. nvm la..
anyway, my patient was easy-going and it's easy to work on him. throughout the assessment, we were just being sarcastic to each other and it was really funny. then after i did ret on him and before i removed the working lenses, he was doubtful and asked if that's my final result coz it was blurry. i'm quite confident with my ret so i answered him confidently that no, that's not the final and i said to him that he is suspecting my ability. i wasn't very sure that i have my ret correct but i just dun like pple to underestimate me. and then after i removed the WD lenses, he was very impressed coz his vision was pretty gd. after my monocularly refraction, it also turned out that my ret was pretty accurate. luckily my ret was accurate or else i will be so embarrassed. phew~~ i did full BV workup on him coz he complained of DV when he was tired. it was alright. before he went off, lauren said tt i did well(most demonstrators like to say gd gd..) then my Px also said yah, she is very good. wahaha.. i feel so happy :p among all my 2nd year patients, i did the best today and had the most fun. by the way, his name is also kevin....
i was in a really gd mood but it didn't last long. since i haven't tried trial frame before, i wish to try it on yishen in the afternoon. it's really hard!! i made many mistakes and i think i was in a really big mess. trial frames sux big time. have to go back M'sia to practise using trial frame. anyway, he is really nice to let me use trial frame on him so i just tried my best to speed things up. then my ret sux big time this round. it differs far too much from subjective Rx. trial frame is seriously not my cup of tea. but i was expecting that kind of result since i found out from many people that it's really hard to use trial frame.
anyway, after i am done, i was in a bad mood. i feel rather upset and lonely... i dunno why coz i was in a good mood this morning.. i guess it's pms again.. sigh..
caryn out
@ |5:52 PM|