Saturday, September 24, 2005

i made a blunder and it cost me 150 dollars. my dad is upset with me and i'm upset with myself. when can i stop being so blur?? i can be blur in m'sia cos my family is there and everything is cheap. but over here, it cost a lot to be blur. maybe u have already guessed, i locked myself out this morning and i called for a locksmith who charged me 150 dollars. i feel guilty for what i did and i feel more remorseful when my dad is upset with me. sad!!!! can i stop being blur!!! this is so shitty!!! why am i consistently making mistakes when i am trying hard to be perfect?? nothing can cheer me up. i will ground myself for a month.

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caryn out
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