Friday, September 16, 2005

i was in a bad mood today.. dunno why my mood changes so fast. dunno what's wrong with me. usually i dun mind what my friend said to provoke me but today i was very mad.. and upset.. and disappointed and everything... maybe all my negative feelings have been suppressed and accumulated and i just can't stand it anymore today. i cannot be happy everyday as i wish to be.. i'm sure it has nothing to do with pms this time. my friends were all concerned and were asking me what's wrong when i wasn't speaking at all. i just dun feel like talking when i'm super upset cos i am afraid tt i might cry.. there were several times when i feel like crying but i suppressed it.. i will get over it like i used to in the past.. when i am very upset about something, i dunno how to express it, i dunno how to let the other party know.. but i will get over it and everything will be the same again. i told my friends tt i will be alright tomorrow. we are having steamboat tomorrow to celebrate moon cake festival so i have to be in a cheery mood. i will be fine.. i just need a day to think through things, to release my anger, to refuel, to reflect... whatever it is, it will make me feel better the next day.

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caryn out
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