Tuesday, September 20, 2005

i just called home. and my mum started criticising me cos my brother complained to her about me.. about how much time i spent in the toilet. he means to say tt tt is the reason why he needs to find an apartment with two toilets, tt's the reason why he has to find such an expensive place to stay. so he blames everything on me. wth!!! i can't believe my mother believes him and put the blame on me too. i feel so upset. i called home and this is what i get. i would rather talk to my dad cos i know he won't side my brother. i think this is such a lame excuse. i am not the one who said tt i want a toilet all to myself, i didn't say tt i won't change ok. i will try to shorten the time if we were to share a toilet. he didn't ask me and he just made the decision. i didn't even know about the two toilets until he told me. and now he put the blame on me. i feel so wronged!! he is now at home so he can make up anything and say anything to make my parents feel tt i'm the person who is wrong. he is so despicable. argh!!! no wonder i felt tt something might go wrong once my brother went home. this is what i get for feeling guilty everything i spent money. this is what i get for sparing thought for my parents. this is what i get for saving money so i dun mind cooking and wahing up everyday all by myself. why should i get such a treatment when my brother is the one spending the money and not sparing a thought for my parents, when he never really call home at all except at special occasion, when he thinks only about himself and his gf. why why why???

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caryn out
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