Monday, October 10, 2005

i feel tt all my work has been accumulating and i have to get everything done within these 3 weeks. my group assignment worth 15% is still undone and it is due on 28 Oct. besides, i still have pract reports and stats assignment. so much work to do. it's driving me crazy. i have never experienced such stress, such fear tt maybe, i won't be able to finish the assignment on time. my group members are my good friends so it should make things easier but sadly, they are not the anxious type, they are taking things so easy that they drive me mad sometimes. and i drive them mad sometimes by being too anxious. haha.. i just dun like to leave things till the last minute. it's just not my thing. but still, things are still undone. i have decided not to bother since they are not anxious. well, i just hope things will go smoothly in these 3 weeks.

A thought: we always think about what others can do for us. why not think about what we can do for others instead? we are living in a world where people only think about themselves, about the importance of their own happiness. but what about the happiness of others? do we deserve happiness when we have done nothng to make others happy? do we deserve others to do things for us when we have done nothing for them? happiness is not just about receiving. it's more about giving. i envy people who have such big hearts, who have done so much for others yet they dun expect anything in return. it makes all our desires and our wants seem so unimportant. before we think about what we want, think about the people who have nothing at all.
we should be satisfied with what we have and be grateful for being alive still despite the horrible disasters that have happened all around the world. bless everyone.

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caryn out
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