Monday, February 27, 2006

today's the first day of year 3. yeah!! i'm year 3!!
the number of overseas students dropped this year which is so sad. ok i should try not to think too much about it.
anyway, i was telling myself to have a positive attitude today but in the end, i still feel really sleepy in the middle of the lecture. and i'm still as anti-social as ever. wahaha.. just stick with my group will do la. and then the funny thing is the 4 of us wore pink top today without discussing. this is so much fun. wahah.. pink is an auspicious colour yeah? then Di suggested wearing the same colour everyday. at first i was pretty interested but then again, we will look odd. heh. so maybe on some occasions will do.
then we had pharmacology with the dental students but only the optom students turned up. all the dental students had the wrong venue printed on their timetable. i was like laughing at them when they arrived but i didn't laugh into their faces la. i find dental students pretty competitive so dun really like them (except Daph of course) hehe.. no la, it's not tt i really dislike them coz they didn't do anything to offend me at all. i feel like a high school kid who likes to challenge students from the other classes. u get what i mean?
after i got home, Ju called me to tell me that she is locked out so she got to come to my place for a while. ok i haven't seen Ju for a few months so can chat with her while watching dumb programmes on tv.
after Ju went home, i checked my mailbox and there is a mail from my friend. i got pretty upset after replying her mail. dunno whether i typed the right thing. i dun want to care no more.
anyway, this year is gonna be stressful as all my friends have said. we have to learn to examine people now. and we have to remember the step by step procedure. besides that, we still need to be flexible enough to solve the problems we encounter. so scary la. i was listening attentively at what the professor was saying. PRACTISES PRACTISES!! i'm so scared i will not reach his expectations. i'm scared tt i'm not verbalised enough to handle the patients. we got to handle real patients at the end of the yr and the whole of next yr. SCARY!! hope i can do well this semester. it's gonna be challenging.

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caryn out
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