Friday, April 28, 2006

today felt like a really long day for me.
i couldn't sleep well last night so when i got up this morning, i was in a very foul mood. i hate it when i couldn't sleep!! i know many of u will agree with me.
i had the 6 hours pract today. the first half of the morning session was spent practising the cover test.. i was still feeling ok. then in the later half of the morning session, i got rather depressed and got really grumpy. both di and julia sensed that too. then they mentioned that they saw some red patch on my optic disc. i was too tired to care much so i didn't think twice about what they said. and i also thought maybe they have seen wrongly or something. after the morning session, di and i were supposed to discuss the visual report with danni during the break but in the end, i went to the city with julia while di went home. i was depressed so i wanted to go shopping.. julia said i have picked up this habit from danni. opps.. actually i dun go shopping whenever i feel depressed.. it's just that i have this urge since the mid sem tests.. so it's different ok :p yah and then i bought a fcuk shirt. normally, i dun bear to spend so much money on designer clothes. this is the first time. and i feel much better after that. wahaha.. julia has been such a great company la. initially she planned to study during the 3 hours' break but i was depressed so she agreed to accompany me to the city. i'm so grateful~ i think the reason why i feel better is coz of julia ba. but then again i feel rather guilty to ruin her plans to study. sorry~
in the afternoon session, my partner is Di. luckily it's her la coz i dun remember my techniques clearly already. overall i find it good. but a serious problem occurred. di saw something in my eye again, the same one she saw in the morning. this time i got nervous and i quickly asked kwang to check. then anthea also helped to check. they were not sure whether it's blood or not but it's red in colour. they can't tell what it is. i was so scared man. so to reassure me, they agreed to scan my eye on monday. i dunno what kind of scan it is but i hope it will give me good news. i dun want any haemorrhage!! i hope it's not coz of any disease or whatever. and then all the while, willy was there saying things to make me feel worse. dunno why he switched with julia's partner today so he paired up with julia. and throughout the pract, he was talking so much~ actually it's was good fun just talking and making sarcastic remarks on one another. but why did he have to keep repeating the comment that i may go blind or whatever? that's the last thing i want ok. may everything is fine with me~

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caryn out
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