Tuesday, June 13, 2006

i had my neuroscience paper today. it wasn't bad but i think i missed out a lot of points in my essays.. i find mcqs better but not the essays.
i think i'm getting more forgetful. i'm so easily distracted these days.. my room is now smaller so it's hard to stay inside this damn small space to study.. i just dream a lot these days and i will get lost in my own world suddenly. and sometimes i will think about the past, about JC days, BPGHS days and even primary sch days.. i'm not sure why.. this is getting more and more frequent. i just hate being alone coz i will get lost in my own thoughts. i'm not as focus as i used to be le~ and i think i didn't do my best at all. i think my grades are going to drop this semester!! i feel sad about it coz i didn't try my best. but if my grades drop this semester then that means i dun need to try and maintain my grades in the following years.. waha~ this is really bad attitude. everyone is trying to do better while i'm here thinking about doing badly. i really hope they will be kind enough to let me maintain my grades. i will feel better if i do. although my father told me not to get too stressed out and that a pass will be enough, i think he will be happier if i were to get better grades. please... i dun need to do better, i just want to maintain my grades. it's not too much to ask for, is it?

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caryn out
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