Saturday, August 05, 2006

i'm finally done with NANA.
i wish to describe how i feel after reading the manga but i'm at a loss of words.
it's upsetting to realise that my use of words is so limited. wah~~
i must blame myself for that coz i didn't work harder to improve my English. i hope i can type chinese words but then again, i doubt my chinese is any better.. haven't been writing chinese for such a long time that i have most probably forgotten about it. but i feel fortunate that i can still read chinese words and pretty well too. or else i can't sing karaoke and my life will be very miserable. wahahah..

i envy people who can express themselves very well(both in writing and speech). i envy people who knows how to behave appropriately in different situations.
i realise many things are out of my control. i realise it's hard for someone to change. i realise that just being together with familiar friends can be such a bliss. i realise that it's actually easy for people to be happy but it's also easy for people to be upset.
this sums up what i have been thinking about for the past two weeks.. maybe?

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caryn out
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