Wednesday, August 02, 2006

i had a discussion with my project group this morning. two of our group members have done pretty much research while the rest of us... i didn't know it's MS ah though it seems pretty obvious to them. am i stupid or what? my confidence is flattened out. i realised there is some awkwardness... esp with ali-- and y--s--. i have hoped that things can be a bit better.. anyway, i hope things can improve during our next discussion. it's rather important to have good team work ba. if, i mean if there isn't any smart ass in my group, as long as there is great team work, i believe things will turn out fine and it will be more enjoyable. but... a bit disappointed... maybe coz the rest(including me) haven't done much research so can't contribute much ba. ok i need to have a positive attitude.
recently, i'm angry with my cousin so i'm not talking to him much. he always think that he is right and he doesn't spare a thought for others. he is just a self-centred bastard. whenever he needs a favour, he will be nice to u but when he doesn't need u anymore, he will just put on a sulky face all the time, as if i owe him something. who takes care of him the most? can't he be grateful? i'm no longer a fool so i will stop doing such kind deeds no longer. it doesn't pay to be nice.

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caryn out
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