Sunday, August 13, 2006

i had mentioned that i will focus on my studies after i finished NaNA.. unfortunately, there is one other temptation lurking in the corner and i fell into it almost immediately. maybe u have guessed it correctly. yes, it's naruto. danni's dvd is still with me and it's really a big danger. so i have continued to watch it this week. and everything else is neglected and i am falling behind. so i have made a painful decision. i will return the disc on Mon and i will never touch it again till i'm done with this semester. or else... i can't imagine. i'm starting to fret now... and i haven't been sleeping well. maybe coz everything is piling up so i can feel the stress building up as well. what happened to me? why is it so hard to resist temptation? i'm disappointed in myself.
i dream a lot these days and i hate it. i don't have a restful sleep. i dream about my family and about my friends.. but i dun remember the details at all. just forget about the dreams and let me sleep peacefully, will ya?

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caryn out
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