Monday, August 28, 2006

i realised i have so much work to do!!
yesterday, i tried to do optics cal and it took so long for me to finish. in the end, i gave up on matrices. there are too many questions and the number of questions is increasing every week. i'm starting to dislike Mike now.. Anderson is so much nicer :) hehe.. maybe we can complain that there are too many questions.
after that, i tried to make my powerpoint slides for my scenario. at first, i thought it will be easy but it's actually not. i have to decide what info to put on the slides and what pictures to use... and then i realised i need to do more research on my topic.. blah... it took so much time. although i spent Sunday night and the whole of today putting everything together, i'm still not done yet. and all the information that i have collected is so messy!! i dunno how much i have to evaluate to the audiences to prevent questions from being directed at me. argh!! headache!!
then i still have microbiology mid sem test in two weeks' time. and then i haven't revised my clinical skills yet though i'm checking 2nd year's students on Friday. so much work to do!!! i'm starting to feel that work is piling up. i regretted being so lazy at the start of the sem.. and i read too many manga and watch too much anime.. then this morning, juju asked me if i have started watching 'My Girl'. i have this strong urge to watch but i need to finish other work first! or else i can't enjoy the drama with all other things nagging at me. i am starting to pick up my pace to study.. so i can't give up now. some of my pals have been telling me to work hard. thanks for the encouragement :)
i cannot disappoint my parents, my friends and more importantly, myself.
anyway, i hope my pace can last until the september holidays coz i wanna enjoy the holidays instead of worrying. u all jia you too so we can have some fun during the holidays. hehe :)

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caryn out
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