Saturday, September 23, 2006

one week of sept break is almost over yet i haven't enjoyed much at all. i have neither the mood to play nor the mood to study. i hate this kind of feeling. as compared to my winter holidays, this sept break has been really dull and boring. i have been feeling moody and unhappy... something is tugging at my heart but i'm not sure what. i cried easily these days when i was alone by myself, listening to songs or watching some drama. i dunno what's coming over me. i'm not particularly upset with anything at all. maybe i'm not used to being alone. i hate it when i'm alone all by myself for days. i enjoy going out with friends even if we are doing nothing in particular. i enjoy days in school where i have my friends for company. and i enjoy days back home in M'sia where i have my family for support. i'm someone who cannot tolerate loneliness...

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caryn out
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