Tuesday, September 19, 2006

i feel rather irritated with my bro today.. he kept asking me 'huh? u dun need to study meh?' and then he will ask me to go back to my room to study whenever he saw me lingering around in the living room. i'm having my holidays so why should he care? then he said that i'm no longer getting H1 and that i am going to fail this year. #$^%&#% i have been feeling guilty that i haven't done as well as i ought to and i'm worried that i may fail PPV or optics this sem... so when he said that, i got really worried and nervous all over again. *touch wood* i dun want to fail!!
i'm getting really worried for PPV. i dun even know what exactly my group mates are doing... i guessed i have to get hold of all the powerpoint slides during the next meeting and then start doing serious studying for my scenario. how i hope there are more hardworking and brilliant members in my group so that my group project outcome will be better... but i dunno i'm considered lucky or unlucky to be in a group with more 'slackers' than 'workers'. initially i did a lot of research but after learning that some of them didn't do as much, i just get lazier and lazier.. and now, i am regretting what i didn't do. my group is too disorganised. and i dun like my tutor coz i think he is a slacker too :p how i hope alex G can be my project tutor next yr. wahaha.. anyway, please let me pass PPV!!

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caryn out
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