Thursday, October 12, 2006

i was drained physically and mentally this week.
today was soooo hot. walking to school and back home used to be just a part of my daily routine but today, it was torturous!! i could feel my whole body burning. my goodness. and the heat just makes me feel really tired and drained and sleepy.
and then i have been feeling really stressed coz exams are coming soon and i wasn't prepared, especially for PPV. i have this fear that i might fail this subject, a fear that i haven't felt so strongly since i started uni. i guess i wasn't used to independent learning so i dunno how much i have to know to pass the paper. so i'm really scared!! in the past, i just have to study the lecture notes but this time, no lecture notes were given for PPV coz we, the students prepared the notes ourselves. as compared to the other groups, i feel that our scenario ppt wasn't as well organised and we didn't carry out a very in depth research on our scenario. so i'm freaking out. at the same time, i have to catch up with other subjects and study other scenarios. i feel that time is running out. so i am getting mentally drained.. or perhaps emotionally as well..
anyway, no matter how stressful and busy, i still feel that i must attend Di's dance performance and Bao's 21st Birthday celebration. so i have to study hard this weekend. and i hope tomorrow's clinical practise will go on smoothly for me. i have two patients. caryn, u can do it!! Baxia!!

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caryn out
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